Its been a while since I've blogged and that means months because of the hectic schedule of a bum fresh graduate. I've had my days of happy moments and days where I felt confused and hopeless of what I really want. I prayed really hard and learned that my patience made a big difference. I thought rushing into things made it better since they say don't rest after graduation. I was wrong I tried finding a job but then my heart and body even mind didn't seem like wanting it as much. It was difficult starting all over again the interviews felt like auditions and casting made me more nervous than ever. I went to all my interviews and believe it or not each one of them is different from one another. I tried applying as a beauty consultant, Teacher, Marketing assistant, reporter, and finally a flight attendant. I mostly Aced them and fortunately was just rejected by one. The choosing part was the blessing I didn't know which one to choose from. They were all different, it was a matter of what I really wanted in my heart to do FIRST. They're all part of my dreams and so, to top them all off in the middle of my dilemma then came my high school best friend who is forever my inspiration in life told me the simplest thing and the sign I've been waiting for. Back in high school she reminded me of our little book of goals and dreams and on that list it was written with my handwriting emphasizing "To become a flight attendant" with that everything fell back to it's place like all things floating in my mind suddenly fell on the ground and knew that I need to fulfill that little high school girl's dream. I'm glad that almost all my dreams and goals in that list are slowly getting that small little check marks, it wont stop until every item in that list will be checked and in time it's my turn to help my little boys and girls do a list of they're own to fulfill like mine. As of now my adventure awaits me I'M READY FOR TAKE OFF.:)